Sore throat

I woke up with that sore, dry small lump warning in my throat. I slept til 10 or so...this 'new' machine keeps me awake at times with a tiny high whining wheeze and a low moan when the pressure is up. Also, I usually have a warm flash shortly after going to bed, and have my window open a bit. The Alberta nights have been chilly, close to frost level, and I partly wake up quite chilled, and it takes a while for me to wake up enough to close the window.

In my jammies all day....read and napped. Oscar got three lap purring sessions, a record! The sky was grey all day; there were several wonderful rumbling rolls of thunder in the last half hour. I am thinking of going for a stroll, wrapping my neck. It is still cool, but there is some sun now.

I feel like I am in a totally different world. Moving forward to supplemental income. Then what will I do? What do I WANT to do?

I Googled for musical theatre schools in Alberta, but found nothing. Not like Humber or George Brown in Ontario. I looked at Arts Management type courses at Grant McEwan, but it would be too agonizing to work so near the stage and not be on it. :-(

I am quitting computer work. I am emptying my life, just quitting. Start over.

Or just live each day as it comes.

I am done. With. Faking. It.