Yesterday was amazing for me...did dishes, plus laundry, swept and mopped the floors, vacuumed everything...just didn't get the mending started or done.
Fighting again to get the CPAP mask to fit just right...actually had a nose bleed this morning from some part of it physically pressing against the bridge area of my nose.
Actually, what I was gonna wordily wander about was why I gained so much weight. I have before, but gained while Norm was here. I can lose it - but what is stopping me this time?
Louise Hay saw the metaphysical root of alcoholism as futility. I think that is true for my food addiction. I see no point, other than my health. I don't expect to fall in love again and have the feeling be mutual - and the relationship reasonably healthy - so what's to shoot for? It's a deep feeling of futility.
The church thing...I was at the outdoor service and sang, and at the picnic afterwards had fun. I FINALLY got rid of the bottles of mustard and relish in the fridge!
I thought I might go to church today - but I didn't.
I want hope and joy again, I want an active life. All I can do is put it out there.
Julie Spence Crane - I waited too long to phone you. :-(
Today I thought about the archaeologists of the future. What the heck are they gonna do with all the cyber information? For the first time in archaeological history, there will be enough information for them to see that a sizeable portion of the present population is plainly just stupid. Hopefully that will cause relief, but it may engender despair as they look around at their world and realize that some things will never change.
Stupidity - the true eternity. It alone will survive the apocalypse!
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