ADHD

It's an acronym heard a lot these days - especially since the demolition of the myth that it only exists in children.

It is not fun being in my head. Not at all.

In a couple of hours I leave for my cleaning job at a chiropractic clinic. I clean there and at the doctors' house every 2 weeks to pay down my chiro bill.

There is a lot to be grateful for in this - but I really hate having to do it. I wish I could just pay the damn bill and have done.

I am incredibly late, for the first time in my life, in getting my taxes done. But...I will, and that may help my AISH application. Once I have that income, I can relax a bit and focus more on building my wellness business - yet AGAIN.

I wish I could finish something I start. I don't know why my mind is so tangled and doesn't "get it". I could cry, and have before - but why bother?

A good friend will be moving in the next year...I am losing good friends. OMG what the hell do I do?

Just sad today. Why do I sleep so much?

Irritable, restless and discontented.

Talk to my HP.

Other people in recovery have life miracles happening to them. Am I doing something wrong?

Being sober in spite of everything is a miracle. I will be grateful for that.